on fire

well.
currently mood is wtf..damn pek cek now
cant cool down
so come blogging to release my anger ==
spoil my mood early in the morning..
diu
wanna find job earn money lar
dont wan waste time waste money
wtf wtf
i wan shout out loud now !!
yorrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
i wanna scold wtf loudly ==
what oso cnt success
what i hope then sure cnt succees
so i no dare hope for anything
UNFAIR !

i will be fine

换了blogskin..我知道我换掉变成我的blogskin看起来真的很悲伤的感觉。。
可是我就是很喜欢喔。。。==
明明知道看了会更伤心可是我还是要用。。
或许真的很适合我现在的情况吧。。所以我喜欢。。=）
可能过几天没事了又会换新的吧。。
反正现在都好像假期了。。得空的很。。
在家的大半天也是坐在电脑前面。。
明明就是没事做的可是我就是能待在那整天 ==

最近的心情起伏很大。。
其实我也不想的。。可是我真的很难控制。。，
很想和你们讲对不起因为我有时的情绪病。。咳。。
有时候真的觉得我很烦的咯。。明明知道自己没可能了的。。
可是就是很喜欢去想多多。。拼命给自己借口。。自我安慰还是什么的。。
但。。我知道现在再也没有给我自欺欺人的机会！
知道了真相。。虽然很痛。。但至少痛得甘心吧。。
至少知道到底发生什么事情这样我才不会一直去猜，想。。
心情时好时坏的感觉真的不好受。。
真的很希望自己能潇洒一点。。
不要再去想之前的事。。可是有时真的发觉自己做不到。。
每次告诉自己不要再去找他，可是我就是很不挣气。。忍到几天而已就要去烦他
真的觉得自己很犯贱的咯！ 很想叫你们给我一巴掌扫下去给我醒 ==
现在的我。。有时一个人静下来的时候就会不由自主地想以前的事。。
然后又会很傻的去哭喔 ==
咳。。真的很笨。。
朋友每次安慰我过几天那恶劣的心情又会回来的咯。。很奇怪很欠打 zzz
真的很希望明天一早醒来我就可以忘记掉那个人。。


i will be tough
and i will find a new blogskin that will make me cheer soon !
btw..
as lulu said : when moody just think that still got lots friends beside you =)
i will remember this and i will do it !
trust me friend..i really will do it !!

sien

okay..
at 1st my blogging mood is come liao eh..
tapi hor..when i wan start my article..
my dad come up and scolded me ==
so my mood fly liao ~
short post.
going sch tml
haihs

hangin out ;D

let's back to saturday o.O
early in the morning went kulim there to 清明
then noon.
went jusco to choose mattress for my sister
there got many nice mattress @@
lay at there and u will feel like wan to sleep at there..lols
dad bought 2 pillow at there..cost rm368 per one o.O
but is buy 1 free 1 lar..haha
the pillow made by 太空棉eh @@
the quality really good lots..suitable for my parents much
and saw a mattress cost rm21,199 @@
whole mattress made by the 太空棉..feel very very good
the sales still 暗示my sis to buy it for my parents == lols
after that went another furniture shop to buy mattress
after that back home rest while and headed to sunway zzz
went there saw many ppl are busy choosing their thing on the parkson fair @@
crowded..
bought some shirt at there and went back
walk whole day kinda tired >< style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">POKER KING
wanna see my LOUIS KHOO xD
teeheee
he is kinda cute in the movie ! <3
after movie we went to amp square for sing k ! kakaz
7pm sing till 11pm @@
quite high and did some siasui thing zzz
after that had lok lok as our supper :D
then home sweet home
thanks to jianxin for being our driver.hahas

okay.
today..
SUNWAY AGAIN ==!
and guess what
i watched POKER KING AGAIN zzz
tot wan watch JENNIFER'S BODY
but too bad..sunway cinema din show :(
plus no movie can watch so i 牺牲 abit..haihs
luckily got student price abo i broke ady
while waiting for weechin come
we went winter warmer for our lunch..
but i din eat..cuz wan jimat..lols

looks like rich girl? bahahaha ==

after lunch bought ticket then ting ting while walk while then movie ==
after movie walk around and we went kenny roger for our dinner
we ordered 2 plate and we share..lols
jimat leh..haha
then then went secret recipe for buying kuokthung's dad birthday cake
i bought my espresso cheese cake..
taste nice :)
but getting fat
hmmmmmmmp ==

lastly

i am the shortest ! sob =(

going sch tmr.
hope my hair wont kena ><

sunway always ==

short post here
went sunway 3 days non-stop ==
keep hanging out
my money fly SOON ><
need work for my dad ady..if not when december cant go out liao
haihs
money hard to earn but easy on spend
walao...
went sing k with hui joo them
so high keep shouting XD
sore throat now ==
going sunway with kt,suann them later
sunway > my 2nd home :D ==
wanna watch Jennifer's Body
sexy sexy XP
need to jimat liao lar..
btw..
get scold by mum just now cuz keep going out
zzz
ok.
stay tune babeh !

flashback !

yeeehaaaa
finally my blogging mood have reach ! :)
wanna flashback everything
will be a long long post okay
and many photos of mine and please read it patiently ok ?
teeheee
using old pc to update.
and luckily the speed of uploading photo is quite fast XP

firstly.
wanna share the photos of my cousin's wedding
and share those photo with my little bf/cousin
lols...enjoy XP

before heading to the wedding place

my little bf. we looks sweet right?

imageless

awwww...he wan to bite me !

he is more cute than me .envy lar ==

brothers.

their gan qing very good wan =)

hard to take photo w/ him ==

secondly.
is about interview day :)
just a photo of me and hui joo ==
cuz others at mingchoo's camera

i am taller than her much ! hahas

third.
is photos during work !
still remember 1st day work is w/ thengyin,suann,mingchuen
we 3 sit bus go jusco and wait for the door open for 1 hour ! ==
then we took our uniform and change it !
my uniform was digi colour. yellow ==
and thengyin's uniform was the super sleuths .haha
she need to wear cap XP

jing han say my uniform is toilet cleaner wear de ==while being little estein.photo took of no air con that day ==

ps/: if wan to see more just go my facebook to have a look ! =)

hmm..
enjoy my work much because learn how to treat kids XD
and knew many friends and we did many crazy things too
such as junying's gay couple XD
and talk phone with the kt's gay fans ==
oh yeas...and we go to complain the jusco mcd too ! haha
their service really bad ><
i knew the disney story teller at there his name is Melvin Ho
and guess what? we same birthday and we are 客家人too !
lols so got faith XD
and the MR.STRONG !
his voice awesome !
miss him much lar..felt sad cuz din take photo w/ him =(
hope still got chance to work w/ those nice friend and crazy together again !

after work.
went for sch everyday really nothing to do
and wednesday went to sch..
huijoo,reejin,zhongheng and me nothing to do
so we say wanna ponteng and go pcf
we just say it then call taxi ady ==
and go out ler..
without any planning zzz
we so geng lar...
reached there just 10am ?
and sit there for 1 hours like that walk around
nothing to do
watched meatball at there
i watched 2 times ady ==
plus my mood not good that time so i watch till fall asleep zz
after that go try shirt . :) which nicer? i prefer 2nd wan XP
at last din buy any shirt ==

hmmm..
let's talk about thursday
early in the morning we plan to go out
but when we wan to go downstair we met ah.lee @@
and guess what..
we tot suann tio caught by him ==
and we ran back to class and worring about her
but at last she came to find us relaxly..
lols..she so brave XD
then we try to go out again..haha
that time was so scare and we find 2 form2 student acc us out
and that time ngam ngam ho other sch de ppl come ..so we can go out easily XDD
lucky us ! haha
then go pasar find eat..
we are so scare of discipline teacher appear at there zzz
but luckily no..
then we headed to bakery shop for waitting cc open =x
while waiting i am too tired and sleep at there
leng luiiiiicaptured when i am sleeping ==

notty nehh ==

ok..wait for 1 hours finally the shop open
and we like rush go in? lmao
i 1st time go cc nia =x
then go there play diner dash 2 zzz
ppl go pia online game i go play lame game..
lols
play till half sudd frn call me and say wan catch ppl?!
i hear le straight tell suann them and we all just like scare till...hand 发抖?==
we paid and faster run out the shop and hide in belgium zzz
we really hope really got catch ppl ==
but last is just catch ponteng de ppl..swt
that day really a unlucky but fun day ! haha




sorry for needed your precious time to finish my post :)
my mood turn good ady..
and i will control myself to stop let own being emo
trying to be tough and be happy



wish me luck ;)

wtf

MY MOOD TURN DOWN AGAIN !
WTF
I REALLY CANT CONTROL MYSELF

FEEL I AM BEEN INGNORING BY EVERYONE?

HOPE I CAN LET MYSELF CALM AND DONT SIMPLY THINK !!

I HATE MYSELF MUCH MUCH MUCH !!!

ROARRRRRRRRRRR









JUST LET ME ALONE !!