Saturday, November 14, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
TENG KUOK THUNG < the boy who like to show off
finally 15 liao..
grow up liao..be mature liao har
dont always DONUT liao xD
see how good am i?
post ur most endao eh photo on my blog..
is ur pleasure =)
wish u can get straight As in ur PMR
can be more endao
can dont so fan jian liao
ok..nth to say liao..
present will be late .
tee hee

rainy day

my heart feel so pain now...just feeling like got alot of knife stabing on my heart ==
the feeling makes me not well..
my mood keep turning down when thinking of him..
why must u play me?
i am just a normal girl why must i met you?
i really hope that i duno u before..at least i wont been play
always heard that ppl been play ..feel pity for them
now ..is my turn =)
finally i understand the feeling of being play by playboy/playgirl
so..i hate them much ==
seriously..i really miss him lots..but what to do?
he just see me as his toy and finish play feel bored and just throw away
promised myself that stop thinking of him.
but yesterday he sudd msg come and tell me the truth..
i know my past is ugly but thats call truth how also must accept it ,right?
but i also know that i cant force anyone to accept it...
sometime i really hope that i got the dare to call u and ask u whats going on?
but i know all my question u just will simply answer and u can choose to dont answer me too
so i choose to dont waste my money and time =)
actually i keep wanna know the reason also useless de..because just playing me...
play for NO REASON
now..
i am thinking that..
can i slap him?
scold him rude words? ==
i hope i can do it

actually this post i gonna update bout jz now hang out with hui joo and post my photo wan
but too bad
the line is not alow me to upload my photo =/
so just short post.


Friday, November 13, 2009

on fire

well.
currently mood is wtf..damn pek cek now
cant cool down
so come blogging to release my anger ==
spoil my mood early in the morning..
diu
wanna find job earn money lar
dont wan waste time waste money
wtf wtf
i wan shout out loud now !!
yorrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
i wanna scold wtf loudly ==
what oso cnt success
what i hope then sure cnt succees
so i no dare hope for anything
UNFAIR !

Monday, November 9, 2009

i will be fine

换了blogskin..我知道我换掉变成我的blogskin看起来真的很悲伤的感觉。。
可是我就是很喜欢喔。。。==
明明知道看了会更伤心可是我还是要用。。
或许真的很适合我现在的情况吧。。所以我喜欢。。=)
可能过几天没事了又会换新的吧。。
反正现在都好像假期了。。得空的很。。
在家的大半天也是坐在电脑前面。。
明明就是没事做的可是我就是能待在那整天 ==

最近的心情起伏很大。。
其实我也不想的。。可是我真的很难控制。。,
很想和你们讲对不起因为我有时的情绪病。。咳。。
有时候真的觉得我很烦的咯。。明明知道自己没可能了的。。
可是就是很喜欢去想多多。。拼命给自己借口。。自我安慰还是什么的。。
但。。我知道现在再也没有给我自欺欺人的机会!
知道了真相。。虽然很痛。。但至少痛得甘心吧。。
至少知道到底发生什么事情这样我才不会一直去猜,想。。
心情时好时坏的感觉真的不好受。。
真的很希望自己能潇洒一点。。
不要再去想之前的事。。可是有时真的发觉自己做不到。。
每次告诉自己不要再去找他,可是我就是很不挣气。。忍到几天而已就要去烦他
真的觉得自己很犯贱的咯! 很想叫你们给我一巴掌扫下去给我醒 ==
现在的我。。有时一个人静下来的时候就会不由自主地想以前的事。。
然后又会很傻的去哭喔 ==
咳。。真的很笨。。
朋友每次安慰我过几天那恶劣的心情又会回来的咯。。很奇怪很欠打 zzz
真的很希望明天一早醒来我就可以忘记掉那个人。。


i will be tough
and i will find a new blogskin that will make me cheer soon !
btw..
as lulu said : when moody just think that still got lots friends beside you =)
i will remember this and i will do it !
trust me friend..i really will do it !!

Sunday, November 8, 2009

sien

okay..
at 1st my blogging mood is come liao eh..
tapi hor..when i wan start my article..
my dad come up and scolded me ==
so my mood fly liao ~
short post.
going sch tml
haihs

Monday, November 2, 2009

hangin out ;D


let's back to saturday o.O
early in the morning went kulim there to 清明
then noon.
went jusco to choose mattress for my sister
there got many nice mattress @@
lay at there and u will feel like wan to sleep at there..lols
dad bought 2 pillow at there..cost rm368 per one o.O
but is buy 1 free 1 lar..haha
the pillow made by 太空棉eh @@
the quality really good lots..suitable for my parents much
and saw a mattress cost rm21,199 @@
whole mattress made by the 太空棉..feel very very good
the sales still 暗示my sis to buy it for my parents == lols
after that went another furniture shop to buy mattress
after that back home rest while and headed to sunway zzz
went there saw many ppl are busy choosing their thing on the parkson fair @@
crowded..
bought some shirt at there and went back
walk whole day kinda tired >< style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">POKER KING

wanna see my LOUIS KHOO xD
teeheee
he is kinda cute in the movie ! <3
after movie we went to amp square for sing k ! kakaz
7pm sing till 11pm @@
quite high and did some siasui thing zzz
after that had lok lok as our supper :D
then home sweet home
thanks to jianxin for being our driver.hahas

okay.
today..
SUNWAY AGAIN ==!
and guess what
i watched POKER KING AGAIN zzz
tot wan watch JENNIFER'S BODY
but too bad..sunway cinema din show :(
plus no movie can watch so i 牺牲 abit..haihs
luckily got student price abo i broke ady
while waiting for weechin come
we went winter warmer for our lunch..
but i din eat..cuz wan jimat..lols


looks like rich girl? bahahaha ==

after lunch bought ticket then ting ting while walk while then movie ==
after movie walk around and we went kenny roger for our dinner
we ordered 2 plate and we share..lols
jimat leh..haha
then then went secret recipe for buying kuokthung's dad birthday cake
i bought my espresso cheese cake..
taste nice :)
but getting fat
hmmmmmmmp ==

lastly
i am the shortest ! sob =(


going sch tmr.
hope my hair wont kena ><

Sunday, November 1, 2009

sunway always ==

short post here
went sunway 3 days non-stop ==
keep hanging out
my money fly SOON ><
need work for my dad ady..if not when december cant go out liao
haihs
money hard to earn but easy on spend
walao...
went sing k with hui joo them
so high keep shouting XD
sore throat now ==
going sunway with kt,suann them later
sunway > my 2nd home :D ==
wanna watch Jennifer's Body
sexy sexy XP
need to jimat liao lar..
btw..
get scold by mum just now cuz keep going out
zzz
ok.
stay tune babeh !